Foxxy

I Am Still Alive....I Think...

Sat, 28 Jul 2012 04:16:52 +0100

Yeah its been awhile since i have done a tumble update…

This time i wont fill it with personal shit because it dose nothing but cause more trouble…but meh

Anyways i am still playing Leage of Legends and a load of it as well o.O

I did buy 30 days for eve but played it for like a few hours and rembred why i stoped playing it…..so boring and slow…. thought i would of know that now after playing it for like 4/5 years lol

Anyways i rather like to get into doing more leage of legends fan art and roleplay =)

So yeah thats may were this blog will be going =)

So thats were i’ll be heading my updates to then ^.^

Mabye even right a story or to if i get around to it….i still got to finish my EVE story =/ lol

Anyways take care people ^.^

Fox Out

The Best Speech Ever...Really Moved Me

Tue, 29 May 2012 22:16:55 +0100

The Jewish Barber (Charlie Chaplin): I’m sorry but I don’t want to be an emperor. That’s not my business. I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone if possible; Jew, Gentile, black men, white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each others’ happiness, not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men’s souls; has barricaded the world with hate; has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge as made us cynical; our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness, we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost. The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in man; cries out for universal brotherhood; for the unity of us all.

Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world, millions of despairing men, women, and little children, victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people. To those who can hear me, I say “Do not despair.” The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed, the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish.

Soldiers! Don’t give yourselves to brutes, men who despise you and enslave you; who regiment your lives, tell you what to do, what to think and what to feel! Who drill you, diet you, treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder! Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men—-machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have a love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate; the unloved and the unnatural.

Soldiers! Don’t fight for slavery! Fight for liberty! In the seventeenth chapter of St. Luke, it’s written “the kingdom of God is within man”, not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people, have the power, the power to create machines, the power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure. Then in the name of democracy, let us use that power.

Let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world, a decent world that will give men a chance to work, that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfill their promise. They never will! Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfill that promise! Let us fight to free the world! To do away with national barriers! To do away with greed, with hate and intolerance! Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness.

Soldiers, in the name of democracy, let us all unite!

*Final Speech of “The Great Dictator” by Charlie Chaplin - Compiled by Reza Ganjavi*

*Youtube link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WibmcsEGLKo*

A Personal Update...

Tue, 29 May 2012 04:47:39 +0100

In The Last Few Mounths I Have Come To Learn Alot About What I Should Have Alredy Know…

People Are Cunts And Lie To Save They Own Skins And The Cost Of Ruining Others…

But Thats To Be Expected Right…With The “Well Thats Life”

My Question is why the fuck dose life have to be that shit? Have we come to the terms that people acutal love being cunts and dicks…

I lost alot over the last few mounths…down to my own decivces for some of them beacuse i needed time to myself and recover from a drug addtion which was getting out of hand…

I am happy to report that i am off drugs now…it was fucking hard b/c i did it alone…i dont even take medcation anymore apart from the ocasion sleeping tablet…

But in resospect my drinking has gotten out of control =/

I been an emotial mess more so in the last few mounths when trying to get my body back into a balance that was needed…but i still got work to do…

At the moment i just wanna say fuck it to the world tonight and just let go of all this built up rage and sadness…but i know if i start letting it go it will explode…and i dont really wanna deal with that right now…one thing at a time baby steps as they say…

I guess i’ll never understand what happens in my life…but they say everthing always happens of a reason…well what reason did i have for all the shit that landed on me? Cut away without a word in edge ways and made out to be this fucking awful person…

But fuck it…One thing i had lernt over this few mounths is that your best friend is always going to be yourself…and i got to learn myself alot…I know what i am now…and no i dont like it…change it i must but that takes time…

I just guess its the drinking alot and being alone is driving me to this new kind of crazy were i am writing all this thoughts down on a blog site lol…

On the gaming front i gave up playing EVE online and instead start playing shit tons of Leage Of Legends =) its a very awsome adtive game =) and i have lost many hours of my life to it =)

Apart from that i have nothing else really going on in my life…

Well there been my personal update…very personal indeed =/

Well if it was intresting to read then fair enough =)

Anyways i’ll catch you people later =)

Fox Out =)

Some Of My Screen Shot That I Took To Be Arty \o/ What Ya Guys...

Tue, 14 Feb 2012 11:36:00 +0000

EVE Gate

Amarr Station

My Sleip

Gal Titain

Some Of My Screen Shot That I Took To Be Arty \o/ What Ya Guys Think?

Here They Are All My Three Main Toons And They Fav...

Sun, 12 Feb 2012 13:28:25 +0000

My Main In Her New Bullet Magnet Toy

My Other Bullet Magnet

My Suppler Of Bullet Magnets

Here They Are All My Three Main Toons And They Fav Ships…Well Apart From My Main Which Changes Due To What Is Needed =D

An Update...I Am Still Alive xD

Sun, 12 Feb 2012 13:25:06 +0000

Yeah its been a long time since i last posted on my blog about anything o.O i just got carried away with things and havnt had the time to put into the blog to keep you informed about my life in EVE and such lol

Well first of the updates:

1) The thrasher roam had to be called off because i couldnt get any numbers and no one was interested =( *dam cearbears not wanting to wreck they sec status*

2) In the cearbearing field i have gone far \o/ i am now a Op for the CID incursion channel and i now help run the show =D even if its filled with drama from TVP and such -.- But hey i dont deal with much drama i just make sure the channel stays in order…so i can cearbear to pay for my PVPness \o/

3) On the pvp side of things i have been doing rather well…getting more kills of late and going on more roams which is always fun =) also taking on more and more pvp roles I.E Scout and ECM *bullet magnet* and of course my fav job….the bubbler =P

4) I have new sets of screen shots to upload and show off \o/ I got bored while waiting for fleets to form so i took some screen shots and i shall leave them to you to judge if they are any good xD

EVE has pretty much taken over my life and now i have my second screen i can now dual client and be more sneaky sneaky =P or more fail….either ways fun lol and now having to fund to PVPness my cearbear got her work cut out for her o.O

Oh yeah…my main now has a negative sec status as we had an afker on a lowsec gate….so we gave him a friendly reminder on why not to go afk in lowsec…i can still get into highsec atm…but it was fun to have my sec stats drop lol so you lot can now place bounty on my toon for lols \o/

As always you can hit me up in game by join the following public channel

Starfox Enterprises

See you in game…and hopfly not on the end of mine or your gunz ;-)

Fox out

solangel77: transimatter: the-castle-builderss: justahumann: ...

Wed, 18 Jan 2012 08:34:20 +0000

solangel77:

transimatter:

the-castle-builderss:

justahumann:

homonique:

WHAT IS MY LIFE

dressing room one is my life.

The ordering food one is my life, as well as the microwave one >.<

It seems almost like the middle right one is trivialising suicide? I dunno.

But yeah. The rest all apply to me, at least some of the time.

GPOY

So Who Likes To PVP In EVE? This Might Be For You!

Mon, 16 Jan 2012 06:34:49 +0000

So yeah after the last thrasher army i did we had great sucess that i have decided to run my own thrasher army =D

If you want in then just drop Shadowfox986 a EVE mail in game and i’ll get you set-up

Atm there is no:

FC/Date/Stomping Grounds

But that will all change =D

So Join me for some PVP fun =D

See you all in game =D

Fox Out

Dont You Just Love It....

Sun, 15 Jan 2012 01:27:33 +0000

Dont you just love it when you get raged at and have no idea what the hell is going on?

Its stupid that people dont talk to you first to find stuff out =/ Well i guess i’ll never know what going on this time =/

Just a Pic of my CNR that i have =D plus the toon that flys this...

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 21:59:00 +0000

Just a Pic of my CNR that i have =D plus the toon that flys this beast =D

So Thrasher Army.....EPIC WIN!!!

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 02:57:00 +0000

Well I know I posted a huge post about my roam tonight…So i will keep it short lol

Well I stayed in coms and by chance we go out on another roam but this time in a whole load of destroyers and oh my god did we get a fucking epic win!!! xD

I will Link you to the kill board and you lol at it yourself ^_^

But in short we took out about a 20 mil fleet…and killed about 1.7bil worth of ships lolness!!!

I may of died in a ball of flames but it was fucking fun ^_^

http://www.the-forsaken.com/?a=kill_related&kll_id=8524

Fox Out

One Roam That Turned Nasty

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 00:45:24 +0000

So yeah today started off no any other normal day in EVE for me…I log in my cearbears and do some incursions with them and gather up some iskies…

The during this cearbearing time I decide to log in PVP main just to see if anything is going down…..Score!!! A roam is just about to go under way =D And I am just in time to tag along xD

So I log off my cearbears and focus on my main…Quickly hopping in the broadsword and warping off to the gate were we are all to forum up =) Bear in mind there are to negatives in system with us we hold our postion when stupidly one of them in a Drake warps to zero on our gate…One of us scrams him and forces him through the gate…half the fleet inculding myself jump after him…knowing that he would crash back to gate to hop back to avoid getting OMGWTFPWN by our fleet lol…i get on the other side of the gate and throw up the bubble so he cant warp away…and we wait…And there he is…burning back to gate…thinking the whole fleet jumped after him bar one ship….how wrong he was…He jumps back and is greeted by the rest of our fleet…that catch him…and he dosnt burn back to gate…he burns away from gate so we burn after him…and we are faster then he is…

While the rest of us wait off our agro timers so we can jump back through…As we all pile back into system we burn after our target…I gotta get mega close to him so i can catch his pod in the bubble…I ask fleet to hold fire…but no one listens =( and his ship gose pop…and me thinking i am in range i throw up the bubble but the lucky bugger is just out of range and he gets his pod out =( oh well mabye next time…

So we all forum back up on gate and get ready for this roam…we hear a gang is near by so we decide we can go smash it! And we got the fleet to do it with =D

So as we are heading out with chit chat between our members unit Our FC calls out for coms to be silent…We hear of a transport ship heading out way…So we set up on gate and wait for him to come through…and i am in a broadsword…his Warp-core stabs will count for nothing xD…

Gate flash! Its our target…the bubble is up…and in my hast to overload my gunz and get my unlimited point scram ready…i lock the fucking gate and shoot at it!!! >.<

I quickly stop myself and our target uncloaks himself thinking he cld probly get away…well today is his unlucky day…u got him held down!! and he isnt going no were fast =D so we tear into our pray and when he gose pop we quicky lock up the pod…and in my hast again i press gunz active rather then just point so i steal the POD kill *yay me! \o/ *

And also other good news…we have word that a nano fleet was probly also chasing that transport ship…and is foruming up on the other side of the gate…so we get ready for another fight…

Our FC baits them through into us and it works they whole fleet jumps blind into us! I bubble up and get ready to go to work on the ships that are starting to pour through…They take one look at our fleet comp and flee…all apart from a poor rook which we had everthing on and it just vanished into space dust…The rest of there fleet crashed back to gate and gets ready for round two…we have eyes on them in the next system and we get ready to engage them in another fight but this time its on there terms…They got speed on there side we have logistics…So we wait for them to get abit closer to gate and we Jump in after there…

We go for what ever is close…and the only thing we cld grab is the Cruse and we quickly take it off the field…everthing else just burns away from us…We loot field and burn back to gate…once we have reformed we decide to ditch them as the fight is just gonna be a slug feast and bit to risky…So we warp off and carry on the roam…and hey if they wanna give chase we catch them on the otherside of the gate…We wait for alittle bit…but nothing…

So we decide to go pay our new friends a vist to see if they will play with our fleet…We mess around a little in the home system and they all dock up…then slow but surly behind active is starting to build up…and as our FC is deciding our next move all we hear in coms is this….’Local Spike Local Spike…its a real big spike of 40+ people everyone get out of there and get safe.’ So us on gate jump through….ITS A TRAP!!! They have A HIC on the other side of the gate and it has us bubbled…we all burn out the gate and move to the next system as fast as we could but some of us are not as luckly…as the 40+ man gang jumps into system with us about three of our guys didnt get out of the bubble in time and quickly become space dust…

The rest of the fleet get out of system and go in the process of safeing up in the next system as they have ever exit blocked…We are truly trapped =(

We spend the next hour or two dodging scanner probes…all apart from our Hero ruppy pilot…Who says ‘Fuck it’ and in the process takes down a dram lol before being blobbed to death lol by about 17 ships of the 40+ they had in system lol

So after awhile it looks like they are giving up and we make a run for it…only to be in a few jumps time to be caught by another HIC and this time it has a cyno…and it jumps in 50+ ships to crush our 10 man gang…well fail on them…they only mange to catch one of us…the rest of us crashed back to gate and got out…and the same process of safe jumping carrys on lol…

Till at long bloody last they give up and they call off the chase…and we finally make the run home…

And on the way home our scout picks up a juice shiny ship so we give chase and its heading our way home as well…score…but as to not scare off this shiny ship the main fleet is one jump back behind the scout…and by chance he was leading us to a gate camp…but this wasnt a well set-up camp…

We take there bait and they take ours…And we all proceed to jump into system and start going to town on everthing that is close…unlucky for us the shiny ship got away…=( but….we mange to catch three other ships and another pod xD

Well after that fun and games we make burn for our home system…and as we hit our area they is the welcoming site of blues in system with us…

Finally We are home!! And oh boy after that roam did it felt good to dock back up in station lol…

So all in all today roam had us smash up two smaller fleets…and a bigger fleet came and smahed us up lol…i think the loses to kills are as following:

10 Kills To 11 loses =/

So not a bad turn over…Oh well lets hope i have more roams like tonight’s one because they are fun =) And score I didnt lose anything this time \o/

Maybe next time I’ll go down in flames lol

Hope you like reading this =)

If you want to get In Contact with me in game just join ‘Starfox Enterprises’ channel My in-game name is Shadowfox986 Or my Alt Silverfox986 Or The Deaddeus =)

Even if you didn’t understand what i am on about you non-eve players that follow my blog i am apologise but EVE is awesome ^_^

Take Guys And Fly Safe O/

Fox Out

As We Ready To Enter The Gates Of Hell And Unleash It On Our...

Wed, 11 Jan 2012 12:24:39 +0000

As We Ready To Enter The Gates Of Hell And Unleash It On Our Enemies The Sansha!!

Just Some Screen Shots I Took When Racing With A Tengu =D

Wed, 11 Jan 2012 03:53:00 +0000

Just Some Screen Shots I Took When Racing With A Tengu =D

Nothing new to report...

Wed, 11 Jan 2012 03:46:00 +0000

Well like the post says there is like nothing new to report…

I loged in today to run a few incursions with TVP to gather up some needed iskies in order to buy stupid stuffs for my PVP main.

So i log on and get around to getting myself into a HQ fleet and then do the boring task of waiting while we try to gather up enough people to actual go out and start off the fleet…So bored in fact that I have a race with a tengu in my scimy….and i win and catch up with her lol….and we both have the same faction AB fitted lol

Yeah thats how bored I was =/ So final we mange to get fleet underway and i go for a few sites tabbed back to my PVP toon to see if anything is going down…And tada i see an alliance mail!!!

CTA has been called for midnight and if we lose our ships we get them back! score!!

So I run a few more sites then I drop from fleet tab over to my PVP toon and get ready for this CTA to start….And Guess what….

No bloody FC is on and most people in the TS channel say that it gonna be pointless fighting them as they are bring a high Alpha set-up on the field and the CTA quickly falls apart…so i guess we arnt sending re-enforcements from our guys to help our coalition =/

Well that has pretty much been my night….

That and the fun of trying to get my 3rd account back online…i brought a time-code but at the same time acording to the website i didnt =/

So i dunno how that one is gonna work out…I enter the code they gave me and i works…hopfly i get no bad vodoo out of it =/

Anyways nothing else to really report =/ I’ll catch you all soon

Oh yeah that vodka hasnt been killed yet i am still working my way through it lol

Night guys and girls o/

Fox Out

Another Night And Another Bottle And EVE!!

Tue, 10 Jan 2012 04:33:53 +0000

So Yeah Another Night Of EVE =D But Tonight Was More Dead Then Last Night =(

I just log in on time to go on a roam with my alliance guys =) ‘Yay i think time to kill things’ and about 2 hours in we are getting nothing…So I sit there in my shiny broadsword on gate waiting for somthing to do then….

We hear somone is coming our way so we warp off to gate and i get ready to deploy my bubble on landing…and take in not i been drinking for like 3/4 hours now lol we land on gate and i throw up the bubble only to press the bubble again so the bubbles cycle once…>.<….I Quickly tell the fc of my mistake…take some flake and wait for it to cycle out…i was quicker on the re-lighting and overheating my gunz…and success my bubble catchs the bugger as he tries to burn back to gate…and we blow his ship up…and lock up his pod and wait for everone to point him….but in this slowness we epic fail as he is slow boating to the gate and jumps his pod out safly…and with all us still under agro we cant go in and pop his POD so he gets away lol….oh well still get a kill…then we just head back…

Its been too dead of late in eve =/ so ppl reading my blog and want to get in the action mail me i shall send u a trail account and help you get set-up in game ^_^

Anyways thats all i got for you guys tonight =P i know it was very game related but hey if u enjoyed reading it then yay for me =^.^=

So now on to destory this bottle of Vodka then sleep ;-)

Fox Out

Would Stars Lie To You?...

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 05:47:00 +0000

So Its Like 5:45 In The Morning And I Am Still Not asleep =/

I Guess I gotta blame EVE online for that one lol Just going for one ‘Small PVP Roam’ Always Ends up going on for about 5/6 hours o.O And we Caught nothing either =( EVE was dead tonight so just 5/6 hours of doing nothing =( but trying to find things to kill lol

Evertime we heard of some action going down in one area we rushed over there and by the time we got there….they had all gone =(

Then things picked up when we were heading back home…we lost our scout…and nearly my ship as well as we got caught in Bubbles and one of our scouts probly due to sleepyness didnt mange to burn away from target…and i nearly died to to him as well…but as he said to me i was smart lol….and i got away =D Then i had to play scout all the way home…which was a new thing i learned lol

Apart from that…nothing really to report on the EVE front =/

Although i have made friends with two female EVE players =^.^= and they are awsome people lol

Also been Drinking for about 3/4 days constent now lol Russian standed gold vodka for the win xD but now my sides are hurting so i think i sld give it a break for awhile =/

i only got about 3/4 drinks left in the bottle…but i am gonna take a break for a few days lol if anyone wants some vodka just let me know ;-)

Anyways i still havnt spoken much to my ‘Friend’ who went off the rails and is trying to guilt trip me and such….but i dont care atm…i am just keeping myself to myself and playing EVE helps with that nicely =D

Anyways that is my update so fair….

Hope all you out there are good =D Talk Soon

Fox Out

Another Year Doesn't Make It Any Easyer...

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 05:36:48 +0000

Yet another year has passed since you were taken from us…

Fate played its crawl hand and snatched you away…and left us in the shock and pain of losing such a perfect soul…

I cry for you….but for the good times we shared…even if they were limited and now just rest as a vage memory that plots in my head…

This Time of year is always hard for me…I miss him so much and it isnt fair….

Most Of You probly have no idea what i am on about…But i lost my brother about 15 years ago due to being knocked down by a car…I was 7 he was 14…

Each Year doesn’t make it any easyer to bear the lose…just the ablity to live with what we have lost…and i know that right now if he was here he wld tell me to stop moaning go to bed and probly stop drinking lol…

I’d cant even tell you what i miss most about my brother…mabye not knowing him as well as i would of liked…i miss everthing about him and i fight back the tears because thats not what he would want to see…

‘The Dead Live In The Past…I Should Live In The Present’

I Love You Brother…Sleep Tight And One Day I Will See You Again…

xxxx

Fox Out

All Those Bricks....

Thu, 05 Jan 2012 06:02:00 +0000

Just A Quick Rant This Time…

I Am Still Fucking ill And To Top It Off I Got A Mouth Ulcer :@ Its Not Fair =(

I Been So Stressed Out Of Late And Nothing Much Is Getting Rid Of This Stress =/

And Booze Is Starting To Lose Its Effect With Me =( Sad Fox =(

But Yeah 2012 Got Off To A Bad Start For Me To… Argument With My Best Mate Because He Doesn’t Like How I ‘Changed’ Its Not Change Its ‘Not Taking Shit Any more Or Be Taken For A Fucking Ride!’ And Because I Didn’t Invite Him Up Once Out OF A WHOLE FUCKING YEAR Apparently I Am Ditching Him And Cutting Him Out My Life….What A Fucking Insult…And Also Because I Am Ill Posting Happy Status On Facebook Means I Am Not Ill And I Am Lying =/ Well Excuse Me For Not Being A Fucking Depressive Twit On Facebook When I Feel Under The Weather =@ Also Hanging Out With Other People As Well Is Also A Big Crime And I Shouldn’t Go Out And Have Fun Unless Its With You…

Well Thats my Main Rant So Fair This Year…

On A Positive Note EVE Going Well =D I Am Gonna Sit Down And Actual Get To Work On My Part Three Of My Story Soon…But I Am Do Role-play Data Logs For My Adventures In EVE In The Next Few Weeks =D I’ll See If I Am Up For It =^.^=

Anyways I’ll See You Next Time =D Keep Safe…Or Fly Safe =^.^=

Fox Out

What A Very Un-Marry Xmas =/

Wed, 28 Dec 2011 09:47:26 +0000

Yuup i had a pretty shite xmas this year =/

The week started off well with the end of a party with a few of my good mates good times were had.

Then as the week started it could only get better =) and it did i saw my friend Franki who i hadnt seen for like nearly four years because she moved out to Japan to go work there and to see her again was amazing =) had such a great time and was good getting on the catch up that we so needed =)

The day up in Camden market was amazing just like the old times we use to do when we were 4 years younger lol alot of things had changed since we last went but we braved this new areas together and we had a great time and i tried sushi for the first time and she picked out the right one for a newbie =)

Then after dropping her back off at the train station i thought it could only get…oh boy was i wrong…walking back across the bridge in London my bag was pick-pocked and some of my medication stole which is a sad state of affairs to know that people will steal other people medication for profit. Its sick makes me hate this world more so.

So getting past this i jump onto a tube to head off to the train station to go vist my sister up in Oxfordshire and yay for me i am on a tube IN LONDON AT RUSH HOUR! so yeah didnt get a seat and found out other people think i can magicl murge into objects to give them more room….”i am sorry love but i fucking cant go anywhere can i?” it just surprises me that people just expect something out of you because your dressed different and expect you to be a push over just pisses me off.

So i finaly get off the tube and go buy my ticket to oxford which cost me £22 =( then phone my sister to let her know my train time and were i am getting off. To her replying to get the train to else were which my ticket didnt cover and i had no idea how to get there!! So i nicely tell my sister that i just spent £22 on a ticket to oxford you are picking me up from there! To which she agrees to and then ask what i’ll get in i say i’ll be there in a hour to which she replied okay we be there to pick up when your train pulls in so we can take you back to mine.

Sweet i got a instant ride at the end of a boring ass train ride and its not even fun because its dark outside so you cant see anything so lucky i had a MP3 player otherwise i wld of gone insane. So yeah i pull up at oxford train station on time walk outside to expect a car waiting for me to whist me away from this cold….well no just great its cold and my lift is no were in sight and i havnt got a contact number either…then they ring…yay must mean they just around the corner…nope it turns out THEY JUST FUCKING LEAVING! even tho i gave an hours notice and they didnt even bother getting ready or anything. So i have to sit another 20 minutes in the cold waiting…yay for me

So after twenty minutes of waiting in the cold my sister & brother in/law and there little monster =^.^= turn up so i can final go back home to there house and start off the xmas =)

The first three days were really good me and my sister did alot of catching up which was nice to do and we laugh and told stories from our childhood and merry times =)

Then on Xmas eve it started…My system has decided to pull a big F U starting it out lightly with just making me extra tired and i had no energy and all i could do was sleep…so spent most of xmas eve sleeping…then came acutal xmas…

I don’t know how to describe the next bit what happens to me very well but here gose. On the very earlier morning of xmas i heard someone walk into my room walk past my air bed *i even felt and heard there foot steps* i saw these pair of feet right next to my head i tried saying something but couldn’t get words out of my head it was like i couldn’t talk then i catch them staring at me then i tried again to talk out and this time i got my words out. so i spoke them twice. “whos there?” thinking it cld be my brother in law as the shadow figure looked very male like. with no response i start to panic and in a mad panic reach for the lamp to get some light in on the situation and like all our worst nightmares its been moved out of your reach and now having to make a made dash in the dark to its new location. After grabbing hold of the lamp turning it on i saw that nothing was there. Needless to say i was abit freaked out and couldnt get back to sleep.

Then my system started to fail on me as i started to become feeling more and more ill and i had no idea why all of a sudden i become ill was it somthing to do with the figure i saw in the bedroom? i dunno =(

So yeah i spent xmas in intense stomach pains and a splitting headache to rule them all i was not a very well foxy =(

My sister decide to cut my vist off early and shift me down to my mothers which i couldn’t argue against because when you feel like death we all want our mummys

So got back home to my mums with my sister and my mum takes one look at me and say “up to bed with you now! i’ll bring you up what you need go get some rest” i love my mum <3 and she pretty much took care of me till yesterday when i started feeling alot better and got home to my dimond ziggy *the cat* who i haz missed very much =)

So yeah thats my Xmas sumed up. I came down ill xmas eve horribal ill xmas day then bedridden boxing day so yeah i had a very un-mary xmas…

Well if i was Catholic it would of upset me greatly but i am not i am pagan so i still enjoy my Yule even if i was dying lol

Well he is me hoping that new years is gonna get better but here is me hoping =)

Catch you laters

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